I forgot to post Saturday... I didn't forget Sunday, I just didn't do it. Instead, I just thought about doing it obsessively for hours but just didn't do it. Today, I was up and productive and got my anxiety under control. I feel a lot better.
It's weird, I will literally sit in my anxiety without doing anything about it. A perfect example, sit and feel bad I forgot to post on Saturday soooo don't post Sunday. Why? So I feel bad Monday for Sunday? I guess this is part of my "issues" and why I am doing this.
Thank you for missing me M!! I have been doing my promises and prioritizing my mind set to make changes this year. I really think I have. For one I have figured out I really need my B complex vitamin otherwise I feel like SHIT... I also figured out sex is good for stress... haha
Sorry to myself for my freak out... I'm back on track!
Promise 35- Cleaning, Pickle has a music concert and family is coming over!!
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