What to title this? Who knows!

One of those evenings...in a decent mood, but nothing spectacular due to the normal daily stresses...working all day, then accidentally dumping my son's entire plate of dinner in the sink, upside down of course, when I only really made enough for him, and then knowing that I have to put in at least 2 hours of homework and studying tonight b/c this Math crap is starting to go a little over my head and I have a quiz tomorrow. And in the midst of studying, I decide to take break and read the Spoiled Housewives post. Then I find that S has written! YAY! And as I read, I realize something (other than the fact that I really need to keep in better contact with S) ...spilling my son's plate of food, and having to do homework, and all of my normal stresses from work, all really equal out to one big who gives a fuck. Seriously. I could be spending the day mourning the loss of someone I love, like my very best friend is and doesn't deserve to be. My stupid little stresses are just that, stupid. And I better get my crap together and start cherishing things more and getting less stressed over dumb stuff. So S - Thanks for putting things back into perspective for me. And I'm so sorry you are hurting. There's really no words for it. I know it has been quite a few years now, but that doesn't matter, there are still really no words for it, other than saying I love you and I hope you know that even if we were to go 10 years without talking, I am always here for you and feel the same way about you and our friendship as I always have. ~M~